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1.
1000 Mondays 01:35
There was a caustic man in the night He was sitting on a pitched roof next to his flat That’s a golden time cause he likes to daydream the past And his curious expounding ideas never have any listeners cause he subsides his found lines. That’s his poetry in the boxes he will hide And the secret of this sparkle in the night This fuddy-duddy is rising for a mill He thought it would only be for a few weeks And a thousand mondays later he still gets up At 6 in the morning, that pisses him off Then he takes a nap on the bus and clocks on at 7 His recurrent waking dream keeps him awake up. But big boss makes him live a waking nightmare And since a thousand mondays he would like to go away And tonight on the roof he wants to go away Because that’s enough and enough since a thousand mondays.
2.
I’m a polish dust, a draft I’m a lucky blur, a fan I’m your false wag-joker It’s right, you don’t care about the point that i could be bright It’s a sting You won’t be the right medecine However you have everything I promise you i’ll try to live That’s all at least for me I’m a lavish love, a spark An elevated drama And the stage is falling suddenly You don’t care about the point you make me feel dead like you It’s a sting I knew what was the medecine Leaving you and your surfeit Should have courage but i was weak That’s all the end for me.
3.
Bloody sight 01:28
4.
Gifted 01:40
The mood is going to brood Disolved into tears and fog Just up above the top And fight to... it’s not so awful A kind of appetite to get straight to the point Wipe away your tears Reveals your old fear to lose your gift This is getting you nowhere As usual you explode I’m worried my friend Wiping away your tears reveals your old fear to lose your gift
5.
Roses climb up your window and you can make out a thorny, strange and amazing beautiful sight You wake up too late honey that i’ve run away and find myself And in my deepest thought i call your name and hope that time won’t take its time Spring then summer I will be born again Different slacken bombs Undigested you take me to court Perfectly unpleasant you won as you used to win That’s a reference point And i won’t take guilt and you won’t pay your debt to me Half open minded Half a dozen remorses Half truth half blame Half is just enough i declare In mound Of sand At random of the ploy
6.
Home sweet home is better tonight When everybody’s outside i’m making the most of my time Bolt the door, no spongers, no drawbacks The tv is turned off, i just want to keep quiet And i savour the kingdom i’ve made tonight On my floating island, there’s not any care and fight But my friends make me feel Guilty and junky We don’t need a cluster to stay alive A defense we’ve made but we come home alone And we ponder the question’s time No matter what happens i’ve been toned It seems to be nothing But i don’t even care at all And i won’t be the one with the hangover the day after And i won’t complain to myself again as we used to the day after.
7.
Refresh 02:59
You don’t know where to go
 You’ve lost your way
 Under what they say You better have definatly routed them out You’re gonna be outdated It’s still the same Nothing really changes You better have courage to get out And why don’t you speak in simple terms ? And how do you dare to give advice And then withdraw into your shell And i’m fed up, why don’t you move ? the time discount should yet jerk you. This subject is exhausted Nothing inspires me anyway I am bored in this song I better avoid you, that’s the right thing to do Cause it annoys me to run into you anyplace That broken heart in a broken line Today can’t keep me from laughing Cause you were a motion picture, just a shade I’ll throw you out tonight and say goodbye.
8.
Solace 03:07
It’s soon, yes it’s soon, solace comes today and i was a prototype The end, it’s the end, i gave you all i needed to share to be clear And i was naked, i’m still naked, such a weak(y) girl misled variety songs have a new sense for me, i should be very bad And all that time, we spent (to) crying I should have gone just before And all these consequences of that I lose myself, who am i now ? It’s soon, yes it’s soon, solace comes today and i was a prototype He’s every inch a gentleman, perfect condradiction for me Business will be your death and over this studge what else ? Day after day, lame and deeply hurt i give you up as lost. And all that time, we spent crying I should have gone just before And all these consequences of that I lose myself, who am i now ? I hate you now, i’m angry now It seems to be normal That’s just the sign that everything is going back in place.
9.
Spiral 02:10
A strange thing inside of me controls my acts This is a duty, a law, a circle every night it drives me to the sofa or the bed but not this light I try to fight but i’m always losing as if i was predestined for the “game over” but this is not a game I’m not wasting my time but i’m losing all the time It seems to be good for my life A strange green light comes over me at night That’s the least of my worries when it becomes so dark But this is not a game when colors get mixed up in a terrible mess A science fiction ode.
10.
Sunny Sunday 01:35
That was a day, a sunny sunday that you could never ever guess, that was a beautiful day for your death. You didn’t suffer i hope. At midday you planned to go to the seaside, but indeed they all cried, i didn’t know why. Why is she sacred, is she a wreck ? My daddy please, you have to deal with all that mess you left And then there was a kind of ritual, strange fears and hopes... I didn’t know nor miss you at all. What a pity daddy. I remember your pictures your drawings your music your woodcarvings and so many things that you didn’t have time to teach me. And in my empty room. Are you at my side. why does she care, is she so weak ? My daddy please, clean out her pain and all the mess you left. I know it’s not your fault. Please forgive me if i’ve repressed your lovely existence I’ve been taught to be down and no one teaches me how to grow I had a lucky escape, should i thank you and could you hear my voice ? There’s no one load, load, load and carry on.
11.
I’m torn. Not any word. I’m torn. Not the right word. Can you read me if i give you this, a long blank page for all the shit i bring ? I’m sorry so wooly I’m torn and drifted You should invent words Is there an issue ? You should be torn too And suffer in silence You’re not, reassure me you’re not.

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Recorded at home by Gatien Butstraen. All songs by Amandine Rouzeau. Bass : Matthieu Goyal, guitare : Stéphane Louvain, drums : Gatien Butstraen, vocals & guitare : Amandine Rouzeau.

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released January 7, 2008

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